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Returning Home

by Kayla Ringelheim

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What We Made 04:42
The haunted house burned to the ground The ghosts were freed, they danced with me The flames softened the town Forever changed The whispering bells sang in the fields I met my soul, she said let go Oh what the world can be my friends We deeply know Now when we cry it’s a joyous release Now when we sit it is just to breathe Now when they shoot it is only to capture The beauty of what we made The work to rebuild was common as mud Much to do and be undone First a graveyard for the dead A flower bed Next we learned to love again Through the pain, a tidal wave From the heart flooded the plains Freedom rains Now when we cry it’s a joyous release Now when we sit it is just to breathe Now when they shoot it is only to capture The beauty of what we made We tended to the monsters within Garden weeds turned to medicine And we held each other gently Through the fever dreams Now when we cry it’s a joyous release Now when we sit it is just to breathe Now when they shoot it is only to capture The beauty of what we made
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Full 03:34
I want the sound of the subway singing In the station, ears still ringing From the show last night I want the sound of a morning greeting From a stranger I see daily My old friend I want to feel the ease of the Middle-of-the-day walk through the park with you Hand in hand I want to feel the grass on my feet Feel the sweat roll down my cheek Feel the heat I want the smell of bourbon on my lips At a crowded bar, beneath the stars Dancing I want the smell of your skin, salty Breathing it in I want to see the moon from the rooftop Full as the day was I want a full world A real world, a real world A real show, a real friend Real heat, real salt, real skin The real stars, the real moon, a real day
3.
We buried his mama in the sky And now she sings in an angel choir Red and blue birds ride beside her We buried his mama and learned how to cry We buried his mama in a fire And now she sleeps in a star Yeah in North Carolina the suns a little brighter now We buried his mama and danced through the night I don’t know what God I believe in But I see you everywhere In my dreams In the face of a stranger In my newborn prayers In the empty air I buried my father in my body And all that’s left is a funny-bone heart Touch it gently, it falls apart Oh I buried my father, he runs through my blood We bury our worry in the ground And right above build a home Hang reminders on the walls Search for answers in the halls Oh we bury our worry and wait for your call I don’t know what God I believe in But I see you everywhere In my dreams In the face of a stranger In my newborn prayers In the empty air
4.
Brick by brick, I built a wall Didn’t know I could build it so tall Right above the edge I could see death, death, death Pace by pace I passed the wall Kept me safe from the siren calls Slowly, slowly Forgot I built it at all And there’s nothing to get Nowhere to go Just returning home Month by month my tears ran dry Looked around and I couldn’t tell why Called to you for help You told me wait, my child, there’s time Breath by breath I dreamed anew Towards the sun my body flew Soul guides by my side A joy ride And there’s nothing to get Nowhere to go Just returning home Street by street we rode for miles Donuts sweet A baby’s smile Open sky, my oh my Life can be divine Brick by brick, a slow retreat I remember how to weep Come back, come back Now it’s time to sleep
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I Remember 05:23
The leaves of my ancestors climb up the window Always follow the sun Bags are packed, goodbye again Unfolding into play And did I say how I’ve missed you The seed keeper told me it’s never too late To fall in love So I’m gonna move at the speed of the seasons Oh, and did I say how I’ve missed you I remember the wind at my back, a gift upon my skin I remember the land in my hands, crumblin’ I remember the flames warm my face I remember the river’s grace The sound of your voice is a symphony I’m learning So much to hear, a balm for the fear Oh and did I say how I’ve missed you I remember the wind at my back, a gift upon my skin I remember the land in my hands, crumblin’ I remember the flames warm my face I remember the river’s grace The city skyline is loud tonight A beautiful sight I should have known I would find you at home Oh and did I say how I’ve missed you I remember the wind at my back, a gift upon my skin I remember the land in my hands, crumblin’ I remember the flames warm my face I remember
6.
The haunted house burned to the ground The ghosts were freed, they danced with me The flames softened the town Forever changed The whispering bells sang in the fields I met my soul, she said let go Oh what the world can be my friends We deeply know Now when we cry it’s a joyous release Now when we sit it is just to breathe Now when they shoot it is only to capture The beauty of what we made The work to rebuild was common as mud Much to do and be undone First a graveyard for the dead A flower bed Next we learned to love again Through the pain, a tidal wave From the heart flooded the plains Freedom rains Now when we cry it’s a joyous release Now when we sit it is just to breathe Now when they shoot it is only to capture The beauty of what we made We tended to the monsters within Garden weeds turned to medicine And we held each other gently Through the fever dreams Now when we cry it’s a joyous release Now when we sit it is just to breathe Now when they shoot it is only to capture The beauty of what we made

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released June 10, 2022

All songs written by Kayla Ringelheim

ACOUSTIC CREDITS
Produced by Vancil Cooper
Engineered and mixed by Vancil Cooper
Mastered by Feri Bong
Recorded at The Control Room, Boston, MA

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LIVE CREDITS
Piano & Vocals: Kayla Ringelheim
Vocals: Vuyo Sotashe
Guitar: Corey Sanchez
Bass: Kyle Miles
Drums: Vancil Cooper

Producer: Vancil Cooper
Engineer & Video Director: Luis Bacque
Assistant Engineer: Mike Verselli
Mixing: Vancil Cooper
Mastering: Feri Bong
Recorded at Power Station New England, Waterford, CT

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Cover art by Sophia Janowitz

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Kayla Ringelheim New York, New York

Kayla Ringelheim is a singer, songwriter, and pianist based in New York City.

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